did you notice? i've deleted all the links to other blogs and other sites as well. i've replaced them with these cute lil icons. bwahehehe! they're cute, but i cant seem to take out the underscores in between them.... i also can't align them. damn. i've no html editor. i just did it manually. can anyone help?
"And The Phoenix's cycle had reached zenith, so he consumed himself in fire. He emerged from his own ashes, to be forever immortal."
Some examples of the Phoenix Form are Quetzalcoatl (Aztec), Shiva (Indian), and Ra-Atum (Egyptian). The Phoenix is associated with the concept of life, the number 0, and the element of fire. His sign is the eclipsed sun.
As a member of Form 0, you are a determined individual. You tend to keep your sense of optomism, even through tough times and have a positive outlook on most situations. You have a way of looking at going through life as a journey that you can constantly learn from. Phoenixes are the best friends to have because they cheer people up easily.
i've had the best month of my life with my pretty-prettygirl. We've been together almost everyday and we absolutely love it.
i love the moment when i look into her eyes and i see her. the real her. i fall more and more for her each day and i sure am thankful that i have her in my life. it's funny coz we always laugh at each other's faults and continue to compromise and give in to each other.
i have never imagine this relationship to be like this. looking back on how it all started, i realize that it was a hit and miss type of thing. it didn't matter to me coz i didn't think that she'd exert an effort in knowing me.... all along, i was wrong. i'm glad i tried coz if i didnt, i would've lost a great gal.
no words can ever describe the happiness i feel in my heart. this girl that never fails to put me in a spell whenever i look into her eyes. captivating.... spellbinding even. some would understand, some won't. if you ever fell for someone the way i've fallen for her, you'd understand. damn. mushy stuff.
i've had the best month of my life with my pretty-prettygirl. We've been together almost everyday and we absolutely love it.
i love the moment when i look into her eyes and i see her. the real her. i fall more and more for her each day and i sure am thankful that i have her in my life. it's funny coz we always laugh at each other's faults and continue to compromise and give in to each other.
i have never imagine this relationship to be like this. looking back on how it all started, i realize that it was a hit and miss type of thing. it didn't matter to me coz i didn't think that she'd exert an effort in knowing me.... all along, i was wrong. i'm glad i tried coz if i didnt, i would've lost a great gal.
no words can ever describe the happiness i feel in my heart. this girl that never fails to put me in a spell whenever i look into her eyes. captivating.... spellbinding even. some would understand, some won't. if you ever fell for someone the way i've fallen for her, you'd understand. damn. mushy stuff.
we recently saw Rob Zombie's movie.... House of 1000 Corpses... and I can say that itt really SUCKS. don't watch this movie. it has no sense, definately low budget and BASTA. IT SUCKS. sayang lang pera nyo. LoLx.
oh and BTW, its my birthday today.......... HBD to me! LoL. am i making sense at all? just don't know what to say, that's all. shit.
Remember the first day when I saw your face remember the first day when you smiled at me you stepped to me and you said to me I was the man you dreamed about remember the first day when you called my phone remember the first day when I took you out we had butterflies although we tried to hide and we both had a beautiful night
The way we held each others hand the way we talked the way we laughed it felt so good to find true love I knew right then and there you were the one
I know that she loves me cause she told me so I know that she loves me cause her feelings show when she stares at me you see that she cares for me you see how she is so deep in love I know that she loves me cause its obvious I know that she loves me cause it's me she trusts and she's missing me if she's not kissing me and when she looks at me her brown eyes tell her soul
Remember the first day, the first day we kissed remember the first day we had an argument we apologized and then we compromised and we haven't argued since remember the first day we stopped playing games remember the first day you fell in love with me it felt so good for you to say those words cause I felt the same way too
The way we held each others hand the way we talked the way we laughed it felt so good to fall in love and I knew right then and there you were the one
I know that she loves me cause she told me so I know that she loves me cause her feelings show when she stares at me you see that she cares for me you see how she is so deep in love I know that she loves me cause its obvious I know that she loves me cause it's me she trusts and she's missing me if she's not kissing me and when she looks at me her brown eyes tell her soul
I'm so happy so happy that you're in my life and baby now that you're a part of me you showed me showed me the meaning of true love and I know she loves me
I know that she loves me cause she told me so I know that she loves me cause her feelings show when she stares at me you see that she cares for me you see how she is so deep in love I know that she loves me cause its obvious I know that she loves me cause it's me she trusts and she's missing me if she's not kissing me and when she looks at me her brown eyes tell her soul
Who was the first person to look at a cow and say, "I think I'll squeeze these dangly things here, and drink whatever comes out?"
Who was the first person to say "See that chicken there....I'm gonna eat the next thing that comes outta its butt."
Why do toasters always have a setting that burns the toast to a horrible crisp, which no decent human being would eat?
Why is there a light in the fridge and not in the freezer?
If Jimmy cracks corn and no one cares, why is there a song about him?
Can a hearse carrying a corpse drive in the carpool lane?
If the professor on Gilligan's Island can make a radio out of coconut, why can't he fix a hole in a boat?
Why do people point to their wrist when asking for the time, but don't point to their crotch when they ask where the bathroom is?
Why does your OB-GYN leave the room when you get undressed if they are going to look up there anyway?
Why does Goofy stand erect while Pluto remains on all fours? They're both dogs!
What do you call male ballerinas?
Can blind people see their dreams? Do they dream??
If Wile E. Coyote had enough money to buy all that Acme crap,why didn't he just buy dinner?
If quizzes are quizzical, what are tests?
If corn oil is made from corn, and vegetable oil is made from vegetables, then what is baby oil made from?
If electricity comes from electrons, does morality come from morons?
Isn't Disney World just a people trap operated by a mouse?
Why do the Alphabet song and Twinkle, Twinkle Little Star have the same tune?
Do illiterate people get the full effect of Alphabet Soup?
Why do they call it an asteroid when it's outside the hemisphere, but call it a hemorrhoid when it's in your ass?
Did you ever notice that when you blow in a dog's face, he gets mad at you, but when you take him on a car ride, he can't wait to stick his head out the window into the wind?
Does pushing the elevator button more than once make it arrive faster?
you feel it drawing nearer and nearer this bold presence that you constantly sense you picture it with a hard granite face, wings pointed in a arc to the heavens
you feel it breathing behind your ear, the soft black feathers brush your face, the tic-tacking of its hooves on the floor, enough to make the sane, insane and the insane, insaner
imagine this dark being calling your name in your sllep imagine its pointed teeth, its flaming red eyes glowing in the dark
you feel yourself running but in truth you're still in place your mind begs your limbs to function but somehow they stay limp and uncooperative
the pointed teeth, the wings pointed in an arc to the heavens, the soft black feathers, the steady heavy breathing, the tic-tacking of its hooves, and the flaming red eyes all start moving towards you
you stand transfixed, immobile shaken to terror at this beast approaching you sense its insatiable personality, its hunger for blood, the menace and malice playing on its mind
you make up your mind and summon all your strength, focusing on every single muscle, every single nerve fiber but nothing seems to happen, nothing seems to want to cooperate
you feel the bottomless negativity a few steps away you hear his breath, the beating of a heart that's not there you panic, terror grips your heart, mind racing on every possible means to flee
he is only a foot away and you glimpse his sharp nails, flaming red yes, gleaming, pointed teeth you shout, thinking it would ward him off then suddenly......
quite suddenly, you feel the ground moving no, it is you who is moving you feel a sharp stabbing pain on your cheek and you close your eyes while numbness takes over
you pray that Death be quick in claiming you in the distance, you hear someone calling your name your heart beats faster at the urgency of the calls and then you feel the pain on the other side of your cheek
eyes shut tight, hands flailing, you scream like there's no tomorrow you bat away the hands that are trying to grip you you feel that you are being shook up gently at first.....then violently
you gather all that is left of your courage and open your eyes...... 1...2...3.... then you see your roomate holding you fuck, it was just a dream. chickenshit.
I'm about to go home. I'm leaving work early `coz I've got fever. I shouldn't have gone to work. I wasn't feeling that good a few hours ago but still I made up my mind to go to work. Now this happened. LoLx.
Crap. I can feel heat coming out of my eyes, my bones hurt, so does my throat. I think it's some kind of a flu. I get off at 1:30 am. How the hell am I going home? I've no car so maybe I'll take the cab.
I think [b]Tasha[/b] deserves a recognition and my thanks. Why? Because if you notice, her blog's got background music too. that's where I got the idea to put music in here. It may load kinda slow but when the beat starts rockin', you can't help but rock (DUH?!) LoL.
I haven't had a major adrenalin rush in years. A few weeks ago, we went to this theme park. Honestly, I was excited `coz the last time I was on a theme park was when I was 11 years old. I was most excited with the rollercoaster ride coz the last time i rode one, the coaster didn't go through loops yet (pathetic), so there I was, feeling giddy and afraid while standing in line. About 15 minutes later, I was being strapped on to the seat. I felt like pissing my pants with all my nervousness. Next thing I know, wind came rushin on my face. I could actually hear the wind whistling on my ears. My hand gripped the handles tight and hard and the next thing I know I was screaming my guts out as the coaster turned on a loop, made a sharp curve, twisted and turned. I braced myself `coz the ride wasn't over yet. Once it reached the end of the tracks, it had to go back to the start of the tracks, so the coaster went through the entire coarse backwards. This time I screamed so damn loud that I almost popped my eardrums and lost my voice. After the ride, I had chest pains from all the screaming and all the excitement. I had jelly-knees, a shaky voice, and a goddamned adrenalin rush that was telling me to go through the ride again. Unfortunately I didn't ride it again. The line was too long and my friends didn't have the balls to ride the rollercoaster again. LoL. I'm looking forward to that coaster again, but I'm sure then next time I get to ride it again, rollercaosters will be scarier, faster, and more adrenalin-pumping than they are now.
I had a stupid migraine attack last night. It felt like my eyes were going to pop out of their sockets. IT sucks really. I found it hard to concentrate on work and found it hard even to be patient with dumb clients. But it's all good.
Now, I have this headache again. Fortunately, it doesn't hurt the way it hurt last night. I can barely concentrate on my work. Damn this headache. Pain relievers seem to have no effect at all. I wanna go home, I wanna lie down, I wanna strangle this fucking, stupid client that I'm talking to. :twisted:
these days, i'm experiencing what you "dry days." fuck. my mind is sooooooo not in the mood to think. i'm tired, i'm sleepy, i'm beginning to dislike work. fuck.
It's been like [b]forever[/b] since i last posted anything.
Lemme update you on what's been happening in my life.
Well, I've been spending my days with the love of my life.... yep! It feels so damn good to be loved by someone you [b]did not [/b] expect to love you at all. I remember the nights when I just looked at her from a distance, thinking and imagining what life would be with her. I never expected that my [i]dreamgirl[/i] would actually return my messages and go out with me. So in short, it has been a [b]DREAM COME TRUE[/b].
Damn, I'm sitting here staring into space with dreamy eyes. I know I look stupid. No one just doesn't have the guts to come forward and say it to my face. Hahaha!
Know what? I've been obssessing about getting my locks knotted. Maybe because when I had long hair before, I didn't have a chance to get [b]dreadlocks[/b]. Now, I can't wait for my hair to grow long enough so I could get it over with!
Another thing that I'm planning to do is to shave my head and get a tattoo, maybe on the right side of my head. Something like wings or some text perhaps. I don't really know. It terrifies me to think what I can do to myself when payday comes. Oooohhh, that reminds me, I have to pay all the people I owe cash with. =)
Fuck, I'm bored to death. I'm getting tired of working, maybe I need a break. :?:
I have been constantly absent from work these past few weeks.
Actually, I'm half-expecting to be terminated anyday this week. LOL. Somehow, I'm not scared to lose this job. I'm thinking of applying for a part-time job at INFORMATICS, teaching Internet and Email and Basic Windows, Word and Excel to dumb, rich kids. The pay is good because the rates are per hour, ranging from as low as 150 to 400 per hour. Kewl eh?
There's a catch..........
I'm having second thoughts.... a friend in the management told me that there were plans of increasing our basic salary here. Whoa!!! That would really make anyone have second thoughts. He said that the increase will be effective anytime October.
So I'm actually thinking of extending my stay here at work until the end of October to see if the increase really will take effect. If not, big deal! I'll still apply for a part-time teaching job.
A friend showed me an image of a woman's breast that she got through email....
When she said that she was showing me a picture of someone's breast, I was like "Whoa! Show it to me!" So.... she showed it to me.....
I swear that the image that I saw will haunt me for the rest of my life....
Let me just say that I love holding and looking at a girl's tits. They're nice to hold, soft, and beautiful, but this particular girl's breasts were fucking out of this world and downright [b]gross[/b]!
the image showed the girl's right boob. Fine. Just a boob, but there were fucking maggots or worms inside her pores. Yuck! She apparently got these worms in Africa while she was on an expedition. She though that the worms only infested the upper part of her pores but lo and behold! When she had her boob examined, it turned out that the worms colonize and infest deeeeeeeeeeeep into her milk ducts. Talk about fucking gross. I mean [b]gross[/b] with a capital G!
I swear to God, i practically threw up just imagining the image. It embedded itself in my mind and up to now, I feel like puking. My stomach's unsettled and is threatening to barf out the rest of my lunch. Ugh! Talk about a nightmare.
That tit-image will haunt me for the rest of my life. Shit.
This morning, while I was on the bus on the way to work, this old lady was looking at me, and I mean [b]looking at me[/b]. You know how some people would just steal a glance at you? Well this one didn't do that. She looked at me directly without any thought that it might be rude of her to do that. I really wanted to talk to her or confront her that it isn't nice to stare but the respectful keysi in me just sighed and thought about other things.
Right now, I cannot understand why I am feeling all giddy and agitated recalling that event. Dammit, I hate it when peple stare! It makes me feel like an alien or a weirdo of sorts. I don't mind people looking or noticing me. In fact, I like to be different. I continously strive to be unique. I just don't like it when people stare when in fact, there is nothing to stare about. I mean, I'm wearing plain clothes....just my usual get-up for work. Duhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!
Oldies have so much to learn in this fast-paced-ever-changing world. They should at least learn to cope up and accept the world and its inhabitants for what it / they have become. Oldies who cannot adapt should be hanged in the marketplace for their old ways. Shit! This is giving me a headache. I'm going out for a smoke.
I've been thinking what to do the minute I get home. Damn! I dunno what to do. I don't have enough cash to go out and hang out in the mall so I don't really have a choice but to go home. If only you were there when I get home....if only I'd see your face the moment I opened the door....if only I get a kiss and a hug the moment I arrive, I wouldn't strain the little brain that I have thinking about how to kill time.....
Fact of the matter #1: I want to drop by your place.
Fact of the matter #2: I'm having second thoughts because I wouldn't want to rob you of your personal time.
Fact of the matter #3: I'm missing you like I've never missed you before.
Fact of the matter #4: I'm starting to hate my job; the idea of putting up a business continously haunts my mind.
Fact of the matter #5: I'm tired and I'm bored. I just want to lie down and sleep and hug you.
Fact of the matter #6: I know I can't hug you or kiss you or lie down with you by my side because you are there at your place, and I will there at my place.
Fact of the matter #7: In the height of your happiness, life sometimes sucks.....
My blogging frenzy is in a lull right now. Somehow, I'm in the stage where I don't want to go to work anymore. I'm dreaming of doing something where I have complete control of my time so that I can work when I want to and when I am ready....
[b]Extreme Ecstacy[/b] is what I am feeling right now. We have been together for a week. I admit, lying down in bed without you by my side is not normal for me anymore. I have grown accustomed to having you by my side and waking up to your pretty face and your hugs and kisses.
I'm constantly wishing that I'll have you 'till the end of my days. I have never in my life thought that I was capable of giving so much without (consciously) wanting something in return. I know that its just normal to expect something when you're giving but why am I not thinking that. I'm so engrossed in making you happy, in giving you all that I have that the thought of wanting something in return hasn't consciously entered my mind. It is just now when I am in deep thought that I have made a conscious effort to analyze and realize the situation.
I am truly glad that I found you. I told you before that I swore to myself that if I cannot have you, I'd spend time playing around. Funny thing is you gave me a chance to know you. I thought that you were only playing around with me. I conditioned my mind that I'm having you for the meantime (like 3 days) but everyday, I am overwhelmed with the emotion that I see in you eventhough you're not the "showy" type. You have your own way of shwing your feelings and you constantly surprise me with your own way of showing it. I am wearing a silly silly grin right now (as always). In fact, I wear this silly grin everytime I think of you and how [b]great[/b] it is to have you.
Now I realize how lucky I am to have someone like you in my life. Those silly bastards who gave you up didn't know what they lost. They were looking for something valuable when they already had you right under their noses. I have learned that before looking far, try looking around you first. You wouldn't know if the treasure that you seek is right under your nose.
Now I know that the [i]cynical[/i] girl I knew before is cynical no more. I'm glad that together, we learned to feel and to rediscover that being in love is being this....from where I stand, being in love and being happy is [u][b]being with you[/b][/u]. I am truly thankful that I found you. Now that we're apart for the meantime, we have a small space for ourselves where we can stop and look back on the days that have passed. We now have a chance to miss each other and renew the [b]excitement[/b] that pounds in our hearts whenever we meet. I don't know about you but I feel that excitement everyday in my life with you. [i][b]Blogging may have been in a lull but loving you sure hasn't....[/b][/i]
did you notice? i've deleted all the links to other blogs and other sites as well. i've replaced them with these cute lil icons. bwahehehe! they're cute, but i cant seem to take out the underscores in between them.... i also can't align them. damn. i've no html editor. i just did it manually. can anyone help?
